MormonSeebs

Help? Talk? Do you know people who cut? They've been on my mind today. What do you talk about with them? talk to me people. random things rolling off my fingertips. about life. about love. about why. about hugs. about king david. about forgiveness.

I saw you sad, and wanted to cheer you up? you turned me away? or someone took me away? or took you away? I had something amazing I wanted to show you? I told you I had an answer? you believed me? and it was the answer? it changed your life? healed your broken heart? and mine too? you would never regret it? you read it?

    You participated then, I remember.  When I felt I was getting the cold shoulder from my friends, I turned to music. As I listened to my music, I would watch them (while I sat in a chair in the corner, being anti-social). I watched them and thought, "Maybe I can be like them and talk with them, but still be myself..." I watched them and I learned what it took to be noticed. So I wrote. About confusion. About sitting in a chair. About reasons not to fly. About a hope that I needed. About how I would let them see me for who I am. Nine months after I wrote Larisa, I wrote and recorded a song you know as Starlit Forests. That was September o